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We are not together here,
Though we lie entwined.
To make room for the other presence
We both draw back in our minds.
I have a prophecy
Threatening to spill into words;
This growing certainty of 'over'.
There once was a time
I was sure of the bond.
When my hands and my tongue
and my thoughts were enough.
We are the same,
But our lives move along.
Motherhood is hard. There is a certain sense of permanent attachment that comes with having a child grow inside of you, the fact that it's your genes or not aside (this includes surrogate mothers that get attached). I never had a stable mother-figure, so my journey as one myself has been one of trial and error. Before I had Alexandra, I had never even touched a baby (I may have saw one on one occasion at a holiday get-together when I was six or so, but I didn't hold her either). I had a step mother
Getting into the blogging spirit, I suppose!
I have like a hundred and one million things I have to do today. I plan on entering the banner competition whenever I get the time to sit and do a banner (IF I COULD EXPORT THIS STUPID COLOR PALETTE! UGH!). . . I have posts to work on, a story to work on, signatures to work on, and a baby and man to cook for.
Could this day get ANY more overwhelming?!
Hopefully my man stays in a good mood all day at the least.