Disregard bitches, acquire currency
I've always felt that the concept of silence is something that has escaped all but a precious few. Many have an idea of what silence is, but very few truly experience it. For even in an abandoned meadow there is sound, albeit faint. Throughout the course of my life, I've had many a goal and project to keep my attention. One, in particular, that I still strive to attain to this day is absolute silence.
Even now, it escapes, as her lifeless hand falls from edge of the bed to dangle mere inches above the floor. There are none left in the brothel who draw breath and none that will recall having seen a man with my features in the vicinity.
I can't recall any specific moment in my history where I took a life out of malice. I've killed many, yes, but who amongst my peers has not? I do not say this to pretend myself their better, but to clarify that the blood on my hands stains a shade darker than most. 'Xan the Demon' I was called by my kin, a name which I've kept. Understand that I do not bear the name out of a sense of pride, but out of nostalgia for a time since gone by.
These whores died out of necessity, for in order to accomplish what I intend the most necessary of items has to be attained: currency. That which makes any world spin round, is required no matter the time or place in order to attain what one wants. Scratch, coin, bank...it is all currency and it moves mountains. This particular whore had kept hers in a secret cupboard beneath a small ivory figurine.
I cannot imagine, nor do I want to know, what this bauble meant, for it means nothing now. A passing fancy from a trinket shop? A gift from a client? Or perhaps something far more sentimental. Regardless of it's origins it crumbles to dust, between my fingertips, with remarkable simplicity.
As I had made note of earlier, I take an interest in silence and it's constant attempts to allude me. The brick walls of the establishment and the sturdy nature of the windows insured whatever breeze passed outside will not contribute to the noises within. The only breath drawn is my own...steady and slow.
Thus the sound of foot steps against the hardwood floor is something I've little choice, but to attend to.






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