Even though she could easily feel the pressure and tension between the staff and her shoulder, Sasha did not fear it. Such anger -- such passion. Truly, the dragonier found herself standing at the brink. Though she remained silent, her face was distorted in obvious discomfort and pain while her mind screamed uncontrollably. A sea of words were flooding into her lungs, but they could not escape her quivering, locked lips. Her heart was beating too fast; it felt as if it was literally moments away from exploding inside of her chest. She wanted to reach for it to try and calm herself, but her body was paralyzed in the wake of the nervous break down. She wanted to turn around and beg Evaristus for forgiveness and tell him she didn't mean it; she wanted to accepted his proposal.
Suddenly, time stood still.
Sasha, finish this.
He doesn't understand. . .
Then you will make him understand.
I-I can't. . . I don't want to hurt him anymore.
If you won't--
. . . Fine.
As the silence settled in once more, Sasha's faced smoothed and grew cold. Supple, limp fingers that once swayed lifelessly in the breeze furled into fists stronger than the most potent of steel. Her nails dug into the flesh of her palms until several streams of blood were trickling from either hand. "Regret is for the weak," she muttered to herself in a harsh tone, and in a voice that had become icy and metallic. "I have new goals now, Evaristus. . ." There was no sound or beautiful cluster of ambiance to signal the arrival of Sasha's lance, but rather, a basic and fundamental display: it simply appeared within her left hand. Had it be forged from any lesser material, it would have instantly shattered beneath the inhuman pressure of her vice-like grip.
As for Evaristus, if he had taken the time to notice the Dragon Soul's arrival, if he dared to even waste a fraction of a second admiring its deadly beauty, he would not have had the time to react to the powerful sweep of a strike aiming to severe his head clean from his shoulders. With a pivot, the attack came as a obsidian blur against the many colors of the sunrise and open plain, reducing the earth behind its swinging blade to a fine dust from the sheer ferocity of its momentum.
Strong, chestnut eyes were now stained red as they had become waterfalls of tears. ". . . And love is
not one of them!"