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Dolor Aeternum

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    Dolor Aeternum reacted to Garion for a status update, Beware the Slime. It is the most powerful monster!   
    Beware the Slime.
    It is the most powerful monster!
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    Dolor Aeternum reacted to Pasion Pasiva for a status update, Tonight's nightmare: I am in the kitchen with my mother. We are talking about somethi   
    Tonight's nightmare:
     
    I am in the kitchen with my mother. We are talking about something. She's being silly while washing the fishes. Its late, we have to go to bed. She goes to turn off the light, I panic while trying to get the flashlight mode on my phone to work, "Wait, wait -- don't turn off the lights yet!" She laughs and turns off the light. This is a game we've played. It's always lighthearted. But in my dream, I am terrified. At this point, I start to feel like it's a dream. There's no way I can't figure out my phone. I try to calm myself down, I try to figurw out my phone. I see my mother's outine in the dark, she is still being playful, she urges me to go to bed. I walk down the hall and my bedroom door opens, I see Nathan's outline, he asks what we are doing, we are being loud. I don't seem to be surprised that Nathan is there, so I am back to not knowing this is a dream. I walk down the hall to thw bathroom, Nathan follows, I am still desperately trying to figure out my phone, but now all I want is to turn on the bathroom light. The dark is unsettling me. I look up, Nathan is at the door, I see another outline behind him at the end of the hall. It rushes towards me. I am sure its a dream now, but I can't change it. I am trying to turn on the light. I am trying to calm myself down. I am no longer dreaming, but I can't move. Sleep paralysis. I go through my calming down ritual, I repeat the lords prayer, it helps keep me from thinking of the nightmare I just had while I am still stuck in sleep mode. When I wake up and open my eyes, I reach for my phone and turn on the light. My heart is beating hard and fast. Feels like its going to beat right out of my chest 
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    Dolor Aeternum reacted to Deus Ex Aizen for a status update, In between Hyperion's Festival of Light's conclusion and Alethea's Civil War (stay tu   
    In between Hyperion's Festival of Light's conclusion and Alethea's Civil War (stay tuned for that IC), I'd like to host a fun little way to introduce the Bravot Library as an open Hot Spot for Halloween. I'm going to organize a little soiree that is open to everyone, and there will be shenanigans in store thanks to the Unseelie Court. Come mid to late September I will have an official interest check up, so all are welcome to join in!
    The Club's about to get a flurry of attention from moi, so don't hesitate to join and see what all is going down there.
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    Dolor Aeternum reacted to Roen for a status update, I am, yet what I am none cares or knows; My friends forsake me like a memory lost: I   
    I am, yet what I am none cares or knows; 
    My friends forsake me like a memory lost: 
    I am the self-consumer of my woes— 
    They rise and vanish in oblivious host, 
    Like shadows in love’s frenzied stifled throes 
    And yet I am, and live—like vapours tossed 
    Into the nothingness of scorn and noise, 
    Into the living sea of waking dreams, 
    Where there is neither sense of life or joys, 
    But the vast shipwreck of my life’s esteems; 
    Even the dearest that I loved the best 
    Are strange—nay, rather, stranger than the rest. 
    I long for scenes where man hath never trod 
    A place where woman never smiled or wept 
    There to abide with my Creator, God, 
    And sleep as I in childhood sweetly slept, 
    Untroubling and untroubled where I lie 
    The grass below—above the vaulted sky.
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    Dolor Aeternum reacted to jaistlyn for a status update, Potential AFV for a few days I've been sick for the last couple days, and I will be o   
    Potential AFV for a few days
    I've been sick for the last couple days, and I will be on a long long flight later today, so I'm sorry for the missed/slow replies! Will catch up soon after! 🙂
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    Dolor Aeternum reacted to Malaysia NightReaver for a status update, In the midst of winter, I found there was within me an invincible summer.   
    In the midst of winter,  I found there was within me an invincible summer.  
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    Dolor Aeternum reacted to Pasion Pasiva for a status update, Ready to open up a little event? I was thinking we could just make a thread and invit   
    Ready to open up a little event? I was thinking we could just make a thread and invite people to come and try to survive what's happening in Ceyana. You and I could play antagonistic forces. I plan to kill people using the creepy black smoke and you can have Havoc suck them into vacuums!
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    Dolor Aeternum reacted to jaistlyn for a status update, Short AFV for a few days! Should be back on Monday or Tuesday 🙂   
    Short AFV for a few days! Should be back on Monday or Tuesday 🙂
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    Dolor Aeternum reacted to Pasion Pasiva for a status update, <3   
    <3
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    Dolor Aeternum reacted to jaistlyn for a status update, Third Val-Birthday! That's kind of crazy. <3   
    Third Val-Birthday!
    That's kind of crazy. <3
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    Dolor Aeternum reacted to Pasion Pasiva for a status update, <3   
    <3
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    Dolor Aeternum reacted to Malaysia NightReaver for a status update, As much as I would like to, I just can't.   
    As much as I would like to, I just can't. 
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    Dolor Aeternum reacted to Pasion Pasiva for a status update,   
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    Dolor Aeternum reacted to Deus Ex Aizen for a status update, Five years ago today I lost three very important people in my life. It's not easy, bu   
    Five years ago today I lost three very important people in my life. It's not easy, but it has gotten easier as times and circumstances have changed. "My love is my strength" I said, when this all went down. At the time it was the only thing that I could cling to long enough to pull myself out of that grief. I'm grateful to the unyielding love and support I've received since. Next year will be better, and my heart a little lighter, and my soul a little more joyful. I think I deserve that. I hope everyone has a safe and happy Christmas~ <3
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    Dolor Aeternum reacted to Pasion Pasiva for a status update, Hail Dark Goddess! Hope all is well!   
    Hail Dark Goddess! Hope all is well!
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    Dolor Aeternum reacted to Malaysia NightReaver for a status update, Today is the day.. :) <3   
    Today is the day.. :) <3 
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    Dolor Aeternum got a reaction from Pasion Pasiva for a status update, So I have been brainstorming and I might want to resurrect the original idea I had di   
    So I have been brainstorming and I might want to resurrect the original idea I had discussed with the leader of Genesaris many years ago about bringing Illyria into Valucre. I think I discussed it with 'TheHummingbird' a long time ago along with an idea I had for Kryos back then in the Cold Mountains. Really just an FYI as I do not see myself fully devoting serious time to it until the beginning of next year.
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