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Dolor Aeternum

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    Dolor Aeternum got a reaction from Ganu_Candali for a status update, Went through an unannounced AFV. Just closed on a house and have been dealing with a   
    Went through an unannounced AFV. Just closed on a house and have been dealing with a nagging issue I found with it when I just moved in, plus work hasn't let up. Apologize to anyone in any story threads or looking for any with me. Hope to be back soon.
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    Dolor Aeternum reacted to Pasion Pasiva for a status update, My love, I miss you. Write with me soon. ❤️   
    My love, I miss you. Write with me soon. ❤️ 
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    Dolor Aeternum reacted to Malaysia NightReaver for a status update, Well, we finally made our move to AZ and am getting out of our hotel and will be movi   
    Well, we finally made our move to AZ and am getting out of our hotel and will  be moving into our new home tomorrow.  Started my new FT position last Monday, Our house is pending sale in ID, and hopefully I can get back to posting more regularly soon as we get more situated. 🙂 Thanks everyone for your patience!
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    Dolor Aeternum reacted to Aleksei for a status update, AFV ❗ ️AFV ❗ ️AFV ❗ ️AFV I am not around. I won’t be around for an x amount of time -   
    AFV❗️AFV❗️AFV❗️AFV
    I am not around. I won’t be around for an x amount of time - I can honestly say, I don’t know when I’ll be back, just that I will. This is obviously home for me, and I’ll always come back.
    For now, I have to step aside to get some outside things back in order. Once everything is settled and more comfortable, I will have some freedom to get back at you all.
    Lots of love, always ❤️
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    Dolor Aeternum reacted to Aliara Mizuki Blackrose for a status update, "Why,Thank you I appreciate such kind welcoming.And hehe~ I'm certainly trying Mr.Dol   
    "Why,Thank you I appreciate such kind welcoming.And hehe~ I'm  certainly trying Mr.Dolor.I hope you have found your own people too.able to create fantastical stories and whatnot.^_^ If you ever wish to create one together.A story,allow me to know!^_^
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    Dolor Aeternum reacted to Pasion Pasiva for a status update, Last birthday party today. Things should be getting back to normal now... posting may   
    Last birthday party today. Things should be getting back to normal now... posting maybe tomorrow? Thank you so much for your patience for whoever still has patience for me.
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    Dolor Aeternum reacted to Malaysia NightReaver for a status update, I apologize for my delay, I am the middle of prepping to sell our house and getting r   
    I apologize for my delay, I am the middle of prepping to sell our house and getting ready to move to our next Duty station! Life has been crazy but we are almost at our end goal! 
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    Dolor Aeternum reacted to Pasion Pasiva for a status update, I am officially no longer a homeowner. I feel free.   
    I am officially no longer a homeowner. I feel free. 
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    Dolor Aeternum reacted to Pasion Pasiva for a status update, Massive move starts on Wednesday or Tuesday. Sorry for the sudden disappearing act...   
    Massive move starts on Wednesday or Tuesday. Sorry for the sudden disappearing act... Everything is well (sort of). 
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    Dolor Aeternum reacted to Pasion Pasiva for a status update, My house is under contract. We signed the selling agreement on father's day, which is   
    My house is under contract. We signed the selling agreement on father's day, which is hilarious to me because I'm spiteful and mean. We close on July 21st. 
    I just want to say that I am very grateful for this space. For Valucre. I cannot stress how hard the past year has been, and I've generally stopped using Val as a place to vent after coming across comments that questioned my ability as a parent and even went so far as state that I was the sort of person who didn't deserve to be a mother. This was a long time ago, but these comments by someone totally irrelevant to me have stuck with me. It's probably because it's the same sentiment that my husband is constantly pushing on me. I wish people knew that it isn't as easy as they think it is to get a divorce and get custody of children when you are up against a highly intelligent and moderately wealthy individual, who believes in their heart that they too have their kids best interest at heart. It's just not black and white. Not to mention a total lack of family support, or rather support that looks like, "I know you think he's trying to hurt you, and if you're really that *unhappy* I guess you could leave him, BUT those poor boys will miss their daddy so much. I mean, maybe just don't drink anything he pours for you...maybe...but just in case anything does happen maybe you should have a testament or something that states your preference for the boys to stay with us rather than their father, you know, just in case." 
    Yup. That was a real conversation I had with my mother. 
    Anyway, I almost lost Val when things got really bad and dark. Oddly enough, this is where I made my stand. I don't have to be as present as I use to be. I don't have to give the things I don't have to give -- time, commitment, inspiration, writing. But this is still my little safe place. And I'm just really grateful because this last year would have been so much harder without this little corner on the internet. I know I can't fully explain it, or maybe it comes off as whining or attention-seeking, but this place means a lot me. So thank you for those of you who have been patient, and kind, and so gentle with me. I feel like there just might be a light at the end of this tunnel and a way out of this darkness I've been living in for years now.
    Thank you. 
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    Dolor Aeternum reacted to Tyler for a status update, Hey everyone, so I know you've all heard this from me before, but this time I'm afrai   
    Hey everyone, so I know you've all heard this from me before, but this time I'm afraid I'm pretty serious.
    Some of you may have seen a related statement or two from me already, or may just have noticed my general inactivity, but to make it clear to you all, I am ending my involvement in Canon Valucre. For one, I have largely lost interest in the canon world and process. My factions have gone as far as they're allowed to go (be it by the setting or my own personal limitations), and my characters either reached the end of their progression, or lack any avenue to be useful or interesting in the world going forward. And I'm just simply not interested in all the grind and post count requirements needed to adapt everything again.
    But more importantly, I just don't have the desire to devote the time to it anymore. The first time I tried to "leave", it was because I thought the situation at work was about to change and that it would affect my ability to RP reliably... well, things did change, only not in the way I expected. Rather than things suddenly getting busier and me being unable to find the time, COVID came around and caused our office to shift everyone to work-from-home (a change I absolutely love, by the way). As it turns out though, this change has sapped my RPing reliability considerably, but not due to lack of time or access. Rather, the availability of other activities to conduct in my free time has all but quashed any desire I might have had to try and rekindle the dimming fires of my canon characters and plots.
    That does not mean I have lost interest in RPing entirely. But the type of RPing I enjoy, the kind I cut my teeth on if you will, is not viable with the canon setting. I am in discussions with another person to set up an RP in the alternative section, and I have otherwise devoted time to doing quasi-tabletop/DnD type RPs in Discord servers. It is my plan to focus on those things with what time I allot to RPing.
    I only have two active RPs left here (and one inactive), and I fully intend to conclude them. For any of you who may have still been banking on any future plans with me though, I apologize. Hopefully I'm not leaving anyone high and dry, but I'm thinking I've already had discussions with anyone who I had any imminent plans with. Maybe I'll end up RPing with some of you again in the alternative RPs if they happen.
    Was tempted to wrap up the message all formal-like... but it's not like I'm leaving the site (at least not yet), so I'm just gonna leave it that.
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    Dolor Aeternum reacted to Ataraxy for a status update, I FINALLY GOT AN INTERNSHIP AT A LAWFIRM! WHEW THAT WAS A SHAKY MONTH THERE *deflates   
    I FINALLY GOT AN INTERNSHIP AT A LAWFIRM! WHEW THAT WAS A SHAKY MONTH THERE *deflates*

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    Dolor Aeternum reacted to Aliester Magna for a status update, What can I say? So far I got motivated to keep up with roleplaying and I'll do my bes   
    What can I say?  So far I got motivated to keep up with roleplaying and I'll do my best to offer a good experience for both me and the people who will join me.
     
    I salute you all and wish you a good day.
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    Dolor Aeternum reacted to vielle for a status update, Feeling a bit better now. There's the teensiest bit of sunshine peeking through the c   
    Feeling a bit better now. There's the teensiest bit of sunshine peeking through the clouds. 😂
    Hopefully will get all owed posts up by this weekend. To everyone I'm writing, thank you all for your continued patience—I'm getting there! 🙏
    Hope you all have a great day today. 💖
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    Dolor Aeternum reacted to vielle for a status update, It's kinda difficult for me to escape into another world when my own is in chaos like   
    It's kinda difficult for me to escape into another world when my own is in chaos like this. 
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    Dolor Aeternum reacted to King for a status update, I'm so close to the dream, but I can't go to sleep.   
    I'm so close to the dream, but I can't go to sleep.
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    Dolor Aeternum reacted to Rabbit for a status update, Got some stuff coming up, so I won't be posting again till the 23rd or 24th.   
    Got some stuff coming up, so I won't be posting again till the 23rd or 24th.
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    Dolor Aeternum reacted to Twitterpated for a status update, Day ran short before tonight's DnD session. I'll finish my post for the Time Stone Qu   
    Day ran short before tonight's DnD session. I'll finish my post for the Time Stone Quest tomorrow, then start on any other replies I owe. Stay safe y'all. 
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    Dolor Aeternum reacted to Atra'Lamia for a status update, RIP my beautiful and dearly missed friend 😥   
    RIP my beautiful and dearly missed friend 😥
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    Dolor Aeternum reacted to vielle for a status update, “So therefore I dedicate myself, to my art, my sleep, my dreams, my labors, my suffer   
    “So therefore I dedicate myself, to my art,
    my sleep,
    my dreams,
    my labors,
    my sufferances,
    my loneliness,
    my unique madness,
    my endless absorption
    and hunger
    because I cannot dedicate myself to any fellow being.”

    ― Jack Kerouac
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    Dolor Aeternum reacted to vielle for a status update, In this era of quarantines and lockdowns, @Csl and I are learning Tiktok dances to st   
    In this era of quarantines and lockdowns, @Csl and I are learning Tiktok dances to stave off lethargy. Wish us luck. 😘 😂
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    Dolor Aeternum reacted to Pasion Pasiva for a status update, Illness and the general melancholy that had come with this social distancing has hit   
    Illness and the general melancholy that had come with this social distancing has hit me hard. I am dealing with the deep disappointment of family cancelling some very much needed visits (and the on set of guilt for feeling disappointed given what's going on) and mounting feelings of being a failure to my kids because I can't even take them outside to due to the heavy pollen and my pathetic lungs. Not to mention the fear of what all of this means to selling my home and getting back to CA. Sorry for not posting. I'll try harder. I care about writing, it's just hard right now.
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    Dolor Aeternum got a reaction from The Alexandrian for a status update, Stay safe and healthy everyone. More time at home means more time to post and also sp   
    Stay safe and healthy everyone. More time at home means more time to post and also spend time with your fam.
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    Dolor Aeternum got a reaction from supernal for a status update, Stay safe and healthy everyone. More time at home means more time to post and also sp   
    Stay safe and healthy everyone. More time at home means more time to post and also spend time with your fam.
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    Dolor Aeternum got a reaction from Csl for a status update, Stay safe and healthy everyone. More time at home means more time to post and also sp   
    Stay safe and healthy everyone. More time at home means more time to post and also spend time with your fam.
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