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Dolor Aeternum

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    Dolor Aeternum reacted to vielle for a status update, going into semi-AFV for the week because of my finals, with sporadic activity here an   
    going into semi-AFV for the week because of my finals, with sporadic activity here and there 😊 hopefully will get back to regular activity sooner! stay fresh, friends ❤️
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    Dolor Aeternum reacted to Pasion Pasiva for a status update, Texas is very flat. 😐   
    Texas is very flat. 😐
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    Dolor Aeternum reacted to Pasion Pasiva for a status update, Well, the day has finally arrived. The car is packed, the uhaul trailer is absolutely   
    Well, the day has finally arrived. The car is packed, the uhaul trailer is absolutely full (mostly with toys), and I've said goodbye so many times that I feel like I am never coming back. I think I've made what amounts to the hardest decision in my life, and now all that's left is to follow through and hope for the best. Tomorrow morning I am leaving my beautiful home town in California and driving cross country to North Carolina. I want to give my boys the very best childhood -- I want to give them a ton of space, their own bedrooms, mature trees, and an awesome tree house, a real tree house! I want to give Owain his best chance and that means trying to get him into an intensive early intervention program that's going to take him away from me and put him in full time school from 9 am to 5 pm, year round for the next four years. My little guy works so hard. My little guy has been working hard since we found out about his diagnosis when he was 18 months old.  My little guy is amazing but damn if this whole thing doesn't break my heart. We're leaving the only home my boys have ever known and we're leaving behind grandparents who absolutely adore them. I don't know if we're doing the right thing, but we're going to try. Needless to say, I won't be available in the coming weeks. I'll be busy moving, house hunting, and establishing services for my kiddo. On top of all of that, I have to find time to purchase a new computer. Although I may post here and there, for the most part I probably won't be doing much role playing. I will try to wrap up what I have going with the Reverie Ball, but please be patient with me. I cannot wait to find some new semblance of normal, but it may take me a while. 
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    Dolor Aeternum reacted to vielle for a status update, the hurricane has subsided and has now given way to a gentle rain of personal posts~   
    the hurricane has subsided and has now given way to a gentle rain of personal posts~
    —to everyone I'm writing with: please forgive me for the delay 🙏 owed posts will be churning out within the next 2 days ❤️
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    Dolor Aeternum reacted to Aleksei for a status update, I AM ALIVE! So these last few months have been a bit of a crazy rollercoster, but all   
    I AM ALIVE!
    So these last few months have been a bit of a crazy rollercoster, but all good things 
    Last weekend we were out of town for a wedding, that on top of my second week of school = busy as feck. So I stepped away for a bit because of being busy. Starting now until February 1st, life is chill and I have nothing planned!
    I am dedicating Wednesday - Thursday as my posting days from now on. It works with my school and life schedule.
    On February 1st- 4th, I will not be here at all. We are taking the child to Washington D.C. so she can enjoy the Smithsonian National Air and Space Museum.  
    If you need to reach me, catch me on Discord. I am always peeking in and seeing what's happening.
    ❤️
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    Dolor Aeternum reacted to Moon Owl for a status update, To all who it may concern and those that I have written with, as you all most likely   
    To all who it may concern and those that I have written with, as you all most likely have noticed I kinda vanished for a little bit. I am back now however when I first started off writing here I decided that I would need to moderate my roleplaying in order to be able to sustain.
    I want to continue to roleplay because I really like it but in order to do so I need to cut back a lot. To a point that I will only roleplay as one character in one thread at the time. Not exactly sure how that will turn out but it will mean that I will have to step away from the Dermonts. 
    If we have been writing in the past, I thank you for reading this and I value your understanding. We can still write in the future, however it will be under different conditions. 
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    Dolor Aeternum reacted to Pasion Pasiva for a status update, what the hell is going on...   
    what the hell is going on...
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    Dolor Aeternum reacted to jaistlyn for a status update, AFV-ish from tomorrow to Feb 7! Going to visit family. I might post a little here and   
    AFV-ish from tomorrow to Feb 7! Going to visit family. I might post a little here and there if I find the time, but I won't be as present as usual.
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    Dolor Aeternum got a reaction from jaistlyn for a status update, Fyi: After tomorrow I will be taking a small break from posting until the new year. W   
    Fyi: After tomorrow I will be taking a small break from posting until the new year. Will lurk about but likely not post. 
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    Dolor Aeternum got a reaction from jaistlyn for a status update, Fyi: After tomorrow I will be taking a small break from posting until the new year. W   
    Fyi: After tomorrow I will be taking a small break from posting until the new year. Will lurk about but likely not post. 
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    Dolor Aeternum got a reaction from jaistlyn for a status update, Fyi: After tomorrow I will be taking a small break from posting until the new year. W   
    Fyi: After tomorrow I will be taking a small break from posting until the new year. Will lurk about but likely not post. 
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    Dolor Aeternum got a reaction from jaistlyn for a status update, Fyi: After tomorrow I will be taking a small break from posting until the new year. W   
    Fyi: After tomorrow I will be taking a small break from posting until the new year. Will lurk about but likely not post. 
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    Dolor Aeternum reacted to Pasion Pasiva for a status update, Goodbye, Valucre!   
    Goodbye, Valucre! 
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    Dolor Aeternum got a reaction from Thotification for a status update, Lots of posts falling on my turn. Will get to them tomorrow at the earliest: 1. Illyr   
    Lots of posts falling on my turn. Will get to them tomorrow at the earliest:
    1. Illyria event
    2. Ilyana v Tharr
    3. Destruction (Tia event)
    4. Gabriela v Raylon
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    Dolor Aeternum got a reaction from Thotification for a status update, Lots of posts falling on my turn. Will get to them tomorrow at the earliest: 1. Illyr   
    Lots of posts falling on my turn. Will get to them tomorrow at the earliest:
    1. Illyria event
    2. Ilyana v Tharr
    3. Destruction (Tia event)
    4. Gabriela v Raylon
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    Dolor Aeternum reacted to Deus Ex Aizen for a status update, I'm so tired. Mentally tired. Emotionally tired. My promotion at work comes with the   
    I'm so tired. Mentally tired. Emotionally tired. My promotion at work comes with the baggage that my manager has earned the ire of the entire team by being super disorganized--especially with time management, interrupting and ruining sales and commissions (for instance, because he butted in, I lost a total 800 dollar commission, my coworker lost the total 1k in commission [yeah, we're angry. No, nothing can be done about it]), and lack of communication. I barely even work at my other jobs these days because my schedule is being eaten up trying to clean up his messes and get us ready for the holiday rush (we're so not ready)--and also because he's procrastinated making the schedule on time like he's promised he would so my other jobs can't schedule me, which has fallen back on me and is starting to piss my other managers off. I love my team, but the discord between manager and the rest of us is going to cost us dearly--to a point they may shut down the store until they can decide who can take over what positions if the manager is let go. I'm so irritable and drained between homework, projects and tests that I'm falling way behind on all my planned projects for RP. Two more semesters, though. Two more before I graduate and can take time to breathe and recuperate. You're all amazing and patient and brilliant and I appreciate it as always. Just needed to vent and move on.
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    Dolor Aeternum reacted to Pasion Pasiva for a status update, I should write... 😒   
    I should write... 😒
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    Dolor Aeternum reacted to Cylewen for a status update, Two posts in 2018! This must be a new record :3   
    Two posts in 2018! This must be a new record :3
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    Dolor Aeternum reacted to Grubbistch for a status update, Not a great day mental health wise. Helps to write it down and talk to people about i   
    Not a great day mental health wise. Helps to write it down and talk to people about it, but sometimes I tend to make hasty assumptions about how people feel about me, which convinces me that alienating myself from them is better than actually bothering them about how they actually feel about me. 
    It's not a healthy way to live my life though, and I hope that as I grow and learn that I start to change that mindset. If someone doesn't like me or what I do, then I can't change that and I shouldn't waste energy worrying about it. All I can do is try to be my best and hope that I can show people the best part of myself because the bad parts of me I don't like a lot. 
    Yeah so that's been my head space for the day. Hope everyone else is having a better one than I.
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    Dolor Aeternum reacted to vielle for a status update, Jumping in on the semi-AFV train for at most two weeks, as I'm headed out of the coun   
    Jumping in on the semi-AFV train for at most two weeks, as I'm headed out of the country for some much needed R&R ❤ @everyone I'm writing with—will post to all my active threads waiting on me before I go! Posting may be extremely slow while I'm away, so if I can't post by a certain timeframe, please do feel free to skip me! 😃
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    Dolor Aeternum got a reaction from -Lilium- for a status update, Appreciate the like 🙂   
    Appreciate the like 🙂
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    Dolor Aeternum reacted to Pasion Pasiva for a status update, Let's have an affaire 😶   
    Let's have an affaire 😶
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    Dolor Aeternum reacted to King for a status update, I need to speak with you about Ceyana, good sir. Get in touch with me on Discord when   
    I need to speak with you about Ceyana, good sir. Get in touch with me on Discord when you have a moment.
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    Dolor Aeternum reacted to Pasion Pasiva for a status update, You're amazing, and I love you!   
    You're amazing, and I love you! 
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