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    LastLight reacted to Ataraxy for a status update, Just a little fyi for my slow posting - I suffer from episodes of sporadic anxiety. T   
    Just a little fyi for my slow posting - I suffer from episodes of sporadic anxiety. They usually last around 2 weeks but this time it's been over a month (around SAD's interest check ironically) and I'm trying to combat it with all the tricks I know, but it's very hard to shake. I'm going to the doctors tomorrow morning to see if there's anything underlying the extended term and see if I can calm myself by getting a doctor to tell me that my health is a-ok. For those of you who haven't experienced anxiety in the long term, it's like the moment before a public presentation that lasts for weeks. 
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    LastLight reacted to amenities for a status update, Valucre makes me feel better when everything else feels bad.   
    Valucre makes me feel better when everything else feels bad.
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    LastLight reacted to Zashiii for a status update, "Let us all pay our respects to our late friend, the Mistress Blackhead. She died val   
    "Let us all pay our respects to our late friend, the Mistress Blackhead. She died valiantly at the hands of the vile Legion while protecting the poor villagers of Shawnee. Everyone is welcome to attend her funeral."
     
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    LastLight reacted to Ataraxy for a status update, Hey there! If you ever get tired of role-playing in the TOL sandbox and want to join   
    Hey there! If you ever get tired of role-playing in the TOL sandbox and want to join the larger world but aren't sure how to bridge that advance, let me know! I can hook you up with some cool cheat sheets lol (ie help you out)
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    LastLight reacted to -Lilium- for a status update, Thank you! ❤️   
    Thank you! ❤️
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    LastLight reacted to Ataraxy for a status update, "In this life, we have to make many choices. Some are very important choices. Some ar   
    "In this life, we have to make many choices. Some are very important choices. Some are not. Many of our choices are between good and evil. The choices we make, however, determine to a large extent our happiness or our unhappiness, because we have to live with the consequences of our choices."
    - James E. Faust
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    LastLight got a reaction from Zashiii for a status update,   
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    LastLight reacted to supernal for a status update, “What you are shouts so loudly in my ears I cannot hear what you say.”   
    “What you are shouts so loudly in my ears I cannot hear what you say.”
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    LastLight reacted to Witches Brew for a status update, To everyone I owe posts too, I am having bad writers block but I’m working through it   
    To everyone I owe posts too, I am having bad writers block but I’m working through it, and I will try to have posts up tonight or tomorrow. 
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    LastLight got a reaction from supernal for a status update, Hatred without focus make the eager man fall Violence without purpose make the mighty   
    Hatred without focus make the eager man fall
    Violence without purpose make the mighty man small
    Vengeance without mercy leave the noble man flawed - Zack Hemsey, Nice to meet me 
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    LastLight reacted to vielle for a status update, Jumping in on the semi-AFV train for at most two weeks, as I'm headed out of the coun   
    Jumping in on the semi-AFV train for at most two weeks, as I'm headed out of the country for some much needed R&R ❤ @everyone I'm writing with—will post to all my active threads waiting on me before I go! Posting may be extremely slow while I'm away, so if I can't post by a certain timeframe, please do feel free to skip me! ?
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    LastLight got a reaction from supernal for a status update, Sad emoji because Terrenus scary or . . .   
    Sad emoji because Terrenus scary or . . . 
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    LastLight got a reaction from Zashiii for a status update, Sad emoji because Terrenus scary or . . .   
    Sad emoji because Terrenus scary or . . . 
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    LastLight reacted to vielle for a status update, *cracks knuckles* Time to work on some posts today ? apologies for the delays on ever   
    *cracks knuckles* Time to work on some posts today ? apologies for the delays on everything; today is the day I make amends and write up a storm ?
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    LastLight reacted to supernal for a status update, “Character is determined by choice, not opinion”   
    “Character is determined by choice, not opinion”
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    LastLight got a reaction from supernal for a status update, He who dreads hostility too much is unfit to rule. -Seneca   
    He who dreads hostility too much is unfit to rule. -Seneca 
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    LastLight reacted to Fierach for a status update, If I stare at the screen hard enough, maybe the posts will appear...   
    If I stare at the screen hard enough, maybe the posts will appear...
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    LastLight reacted to supernal for a status update, "The reason a lot of people do not recognize opportunity is because it usually goes a   
    "The reason a lot of people do not recognize opportunity is because it usually goes around wearing overalls looking like hard work."
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    LastLight reacted to Ataraxy for a status update, "If you want to know if you're rich, count the things you have that money can't buy."   
    "If you want to know if you're rich, count the things you have that money can't buy."
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    LastLight reacted to supernal for a status update, “Writing a long novel is like survival training. Physical strength is as necessary as   
    “Writing a long novel is like survival training. Physical strength is as necessary as artistic sensitivity”
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    LastLight reacted to Praetorian for a status update, Hi valucre, I miss you dearly. Just another few months. Time goes by so slowly. Love,   
    Hi valucre, 
    I miss you dearly. Just another few months.
    Time goes by so slowly.
    Love,
    Cody
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    LastLight got a reaction from supernal for a status update, It is frequently a misfortune to have very brilliant men in charge of affairs. They e   
    It is frequently a misfortune to have very brilliant men in charge of affairs. They expect too much of ordinary men. - Thucydides
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    LastLight reacted to Fennis Ursai for a status update, ? Been a great day, celebrated my gf's birthday, cooked her dinner, even baked her a   
    ? Been a great day, celebrated my gf's birthday, cooked her dinner, even baked her a cake and passed my mBLEX, once my paper work is done I'm a licensed massage therapist ? 

    As for posting, I'll attempt to get in some owed posts either tomorrow or monday.
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    LastLight reacted to Chappu for a status update, In truth I am very afraid of every day I wake up. Fear creeps beneath my skin like bl   
    In truth I am very afraid of every day I wake up. Fear creeps beneath my skin like blood flows, any minute now this world could be my enemy. Somewhere along the way something about my self confidence fell through the floor.. Daily I shake with hands out stretched doing one task after the other but the fear never goes away. I feel the safest when I’m away from people.. Somewhere where nature is my background because I’ve come closer to earth and buried six feet deep than I have with bridging the mental gap between my god child and I. Maybe it’s my imagination but this tearing feeling in my gut is a justification to modify my observation.. I’m dying very slowly and I don’t know from what.. Is it the poison of a society I do not understand? The burning press of principle keeps me on my feet. Lately days have begun to blend together, it’s crazy because my sleep goes with them. Lacking in the ability to rest I am restless like a sleep walker dreaming in reality daily. I dare not quit and build a habit that was never meant to hold me back but why am I so afraid.. I’ve had some run ins with would be assassins on my person but my body is stronger than their resolve how soon till it’s a gun point I can not tell.. All I know is if I stay to long with nature no one will hear me die.. If I stay in the city I’ll just be another dark skinned removed from a system that doesn’t exactly want us. I never saw racism so vividly till I tried to help someone get to a building.. I will never forget the words nor the look in their eyes.. A look I see every day anyone drives by and sees the complexion of my skin as if they’ve never seen it before. It is ignorant it is infuriating.. It scares me.. Even when I come home and stay in my bed I can do nothing for hours and let the moon pass me by. It’s no longer safe to sit beneath her beams and even within my own room I do not feel.. Safe.. How long till it’s over..? - Safe. -Xavier Hunter 
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    LastLight reacted to roboblu for a status update, Please view my delay in posting with indulgence; two exams next week and a third the   
    Please view my delay in posting with indulgence; two exams next week and a third the following week, plus some physical pain. I’m left with less time for writing than usual.
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