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    Chappu got a reaction from Twitterpated for a status update, *buzzes around gathering old projects.* I am going to try and be productive on here t   
    *buzzes around gathering old projects.* I am going to try and be productive on here today. I did profound work on my word documents but I need to show some more love here. 
    I hope everyone’s well, my fellow depressed friends the sun is coming soon. We must remain strong. Those with other problems that have clearly pushed your mental or physical capacity to human normally the sun will come.. I love you all.
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    Chappu got a reaction from Ataraxy for a status update, Sometimes you just wanna ax kick the dude next to you.   
    Sometimes you just wanna ax kick the dude next to you.
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    Chappu got a reaction from Twitterpated for a status update, Sometimes you just wanna ax kick the dude next to you.   
    Sometimes you just wanna ax kick the dude next to you.
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    Chappu got a reaction from danzilla3 for a status update, super ready for to write again.   
    super ready for to write again. 
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    Chappu got a reaction from Helios for a status update, Let’s get to role playing soon   
    Let’s get to role playing soon 
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    Chappu reacted to Helios for a status update, Pssstttt~ Just wanted to say Hi and hope you are super well.   
    Pssstttt~
    Just wanted to say Hi and hope you are super well.
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    Chappu got a reaction from amenities for a status update, Here’s to another year.. 25 and still aiming to strive   
    Here’s to another year.. 25 and still aiming to strive 
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    Chappu got a reaction from Twitterpated for a status update, Here’s to another year.. 25 and still aiming to strive   
    Here’s to another year.. 25 and still aiming to strive 
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    Chappu got a reaction from Eternity for a status update, If anyone needs someone to write with or if I owe a post I completely forgot about pl   
    If anyone needs someone to write with or if I owe a post I completely forgot about please just discord me or post up here. 
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    Chappu got a reaction from Twitterpated for a status update, If anyone needs someone to write with or if I owe a post I completely forgot about pl   
    If anyone needs someone to write with or if I owe a post I completely forgot about please just discord me or post up here. 
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    Chappu got a reaction from Thotification for a status update, Whew... I have a week off from work. I can finally do some writing.   
    Whew... I have a week off from work. I can finally do some writing.
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    Chappu got a reaction from supernal for a status update, The world does not cease to flow, thus I shall not cease to move.   
    The world does not cease to flow, thus I shall not cease to move.
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    Chappu got a reaction from Twitterpated for a status update, Listen to my story, this may be our last chance.   
    Listen to my story, this may be our last chance. 
     
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    Chappu got a reaction from Thotification for a status update, Listen to my story, this may be our last chance.   
    Listen to my story, this may be our last chance. 
     
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    Chappu got a reaction from elixir for a status update, Listen to my story, this may be our last chance.   
    Listen to my story, this may be our last chance. 
     
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    Chappu got a reaction from vielle for a status update, I know it took me a little while, but I am back guys! I promise I will do better to a   
    I know it took me a little while, but I am back guys! I promise I will do better to avoid my depression holes. ^.^
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    Chappu got a reaction from -Lilium- for a status update, Now that I am somewhat back on track with my life. I need your help I have missed som   
    Now that I am somewhat back on track with my life. I need your help I have missed somethings and I need to be filled in. @Twitterpated @Eternity @Ataraxy @Aleksei 
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    Chappu got a reaction from Eternity for a status update, Now that I am somewhat back on track with my life. I need your help I have missed som   
    Now that I am somewhat back on track with my life. I need your help I have missed somethings and I need to be filled in. @Twitterpated @Eternity @Ataraxy @Aleksei 
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    Chappu got a reaction from Twitterpated for a status update, Now that I am somewhat back on track with my life. I need your help I have missed som   
    Now that I am somewhat back on track with my life. I need your help I have missed somethings and I need to be filled in. @Twitterpated @Eternity @Ataraxy @Aleksei 
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    Chappu got a reaction from Hurttoto for a status update, Hello Sadness, my old friend, we have been here at this point time and time again...   
    Hello Sadness, my old friend, we have been here at this point time and time again... This time you dug a deeper hole and I tripped right into it... Like Alice in Wonderland I curious just how far this sensation will go. How long will it take me to climb out of this void of self? I figured I'd be okay, that somehow being justified and right in my actions would in some way ease my burden!! As if these tears would stop hitting my cheeks like thunderclaps as I shoulder on to continue. I strictly remember making a pact to never cry over the same thing again, but why am I here? Crying for the same reason so many times in a row, nothing on me really broke but my peace of being. I rescued my heart but why does it still feel so broken?
    I can feel my spine through my stomach, a pit has settled into my core. I am a black hole devouring all things now, seeking to find meaning to this space now set free.
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    Chappu got a reaction from Thotification for a status update, Hello Sadness, my old friend, we have been here at this point time and time again...   
    Hello Sadness, my old friend, we have been here at this point time and time again... This time you dug a deeper hole and I tripped right into it... Like Alice in Wonderland I curious just how far this sensation will go. How long will it take me to climb out of this void of self? I figured I'd be okay, that somehow being justified and right in my actions would in some way ease my burden!! As if these tears would stop hitting my cheeks like thunderclaps as I shoulder on to continue. I strictly remember making a pact to never cry over the same thing again, but why am I here? Crying for the same reason so many times in a row, nothing on me really broke but my peace of being. I rescued my heart but why does it still feel so broken?
    I can feel my spine through my stomach, a pit has settled into my core. I am a black hole devouring all things now, seeking to find meaning to this space now set free.
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    Chappu got a reaction from -Lilium- for a status update, A bit under the weather, I will have posts out soon.. Gomen. @-Lilium- @Twitterpated   
    A bit under the weather, I will have posts out soon.. Gomen. @-Lilium- @Twitterpated @Aleksei @Mag
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    Chappu got a reaction from Hurttoto for a status update, I'm not sure how this happened, I don't know what went wrong but I surely followed th   
    I'm not sure how this happened, I don't know what went wrong but I surely followed those red flags to freedom. When did the relationship get so toxic to the point I had to tell you to get out. As amazing as you are you did horrible things to me and I still begged to love you in hopes you would change your ways. Trying to be the older partner and help you learn instead of letting life's banhammer have its way with you. 
    You spit in my face repeatedly then asked me to give you the world when you did not deserve it. No matter the proclamation of your efforts you never tried to get things done until you had to do it yourself. When I cleaned my hands of taking care of the world you suddenly became what I asked of you beforehand, but too little too late for that now. Lack of honesty and disrespect that causes me to question loyalty are not what I need in this life. Even in my flaws of said 'toxic' behavior, I amended everything you asked of me but it was you who never chose to listen and take the equal steps. So please, by all means, I will wish you the best, I harbor no negative emotion because at the end of the day, no matter what you say the reality is you did nothing that you say you did. Go claim what you can to ease your soul but the facts will remain and the truth will out. 
    I wish you be best life going back to the toxic waters I fished you out from out of love and hoping for your growth. I am honored that you thanked me for treating you better than the rest of the people who abused you, I have no energy to give you a reality check on your twisted self-image that is no longer my burden to bear, life will have you now. I've climbed out of these trenches to save myself from drowning in the waters that you made to make me unstable to become myself again.  No matter, the times of change are upon us and my hands and arms can no longer carry the weight which should have been handled by you.
    So to you, I offer up wishes of peace between the inhale and the exhale may your roads be what you need to grow. May you find people who will build you and teach you what you wouldn't learn from me. I pray for your safety and that at the end of the day you regret nothing. I do not wish our paths to cross again, but maybe they will. If they should I pray you have grown to be a strong intelligent and wise young woman.
    I can finally go as I need to go and grow as I need to be, I will hold no reserves of these emotions. To do so would forbid me from being free.
    Peace...
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    Chappu got a reaction from vielle for a status update, Just gonna take this negative energy away and be alone with it till it's gone. There'   
    Just gonna take this negative energy away and be alone with it till it's gone. There's no reason to bring it around here.
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    Chappu got a reaction from vielle for a status update, I'm not sure how this happened, I don't know what went wrong but I surely followed th   
    I'm not sure how this happened, I don't know what went wrong but I surely followed those red flags to freedom. When did the relationship get so toxic to the point I had to tell you to get out. As amazing as you are you did horrible things to me and I still begged to love you in hopes you would change your ways. Trying to be the older partner and help you learn instead of letting life's banhammer have its way with you. 
    You spit in my face repeatedly then asked me to give you the world when you did not deserve it. No matter the proclamation of your efforts you never tried to get things done until you had to do it yourself. When I cleaned my hands of taking care of the world you suddenly became what I asked of you beforehand, but too little too late for that now. Lack of honesty and disrespect that causes me to question loyalty are not what I need in this life. Even in my flaws of said 'toxic' behavior, I amended everything you asked of me but it was you who never chose to listen and take the equal steps. So please, by all means, I will wish you the best, I harbor no negative emotion because at the end of the day, no matter what you say the reality is you did nothing that you say you did. Go claim what you can to ease your soul but the facts will remain and the truth will out. 
    I wish you be best life going back to the toxic waters I fished you out from out of love and hoping for your growth. I am honored that you thanked me for treating you better than the rest of the people who abused you, I have no energy to give you a reality check on your twisted self-image that is no longer my burden to bear, life will have you now. I've climbed out of these trenches to save myself from drowning in the waters that you made to make me unstable to become myself again.  No matter, the times of change are upon us and my hands and arms can no longer carry the weight which should have been handled by you.
    So to you, I offer up wishes of peace between the inhale and the exhale may your roads be what you need to grow. May you find people who will build you and teach you what you wouldn't learn from me. I pray for your safety and that at the end of the day you regret nothing. I do not wish our paths to cross again, but maybe they will. If they should I pray you have grown to be a strong intelligent and wise young woman.
    I can finally go as I need to go and grow as I need to be, I will hold no reserves of these emotions. To do so would forbid me from being free.
    Peace...
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