Ataraxy

Whaaat I don't want this to be the last time we talk. 😥

It's amazing how simply Hearsay sounds when learning about it, and then how complicated it actually is in application. Especially when it's a police officer's testimony. I just wanna go all Opera and be like, "Your testimony is inadmissible, your testimony is inadmissible, everyone's testimonies are inadmissible!"
In other news, WA Supreme Court has ruled that the state's drug possession law is unconstitutional. Essentially, you can't be arrested for mere possession anymore. Now the arresting officers have to prove that you had knowledge and intent to possess. So if you get caught with a pound of crack, just be like, "Idk how that got there." And suddenly the onus is on law enforcement. 
I guess, technically, that's not an incorrect interpretation of innocent until proven guilty. I GUESS???

Apologies for slowed posting speed. I'm not doing very well right now, and it's affecting my writing. Rest assured, I've no intention of leaving. Just might be slower going for awhile.
Sorry for any inconvenience.

Nice background image, Skaikru

Would you save your family or 10,000 people. Why?

Would you save your family or 10,000 people. Why?

We're all just a little fucked up, aren't we

We're all just a little fucked up, aren't we

Posts TODAY! Get ready nerds

Posts TODAY! Get ready nerds

It's what we know we aren't that makes us who we are.

Merry Christmas nerds

Merry Christmas nerds

I just played a league of legends game with a guy called UrsaMedium lol

WHEW! 1 last paper to just wrap up (footnotes are a pain) and 1 final on Thursday... THEN IM DONE! This semester has been friggin work man. Remind me NOT to overload on credits again lmao

Motivation is so hard to find in yourself sometimes. A moment, a single moment of procrastination can lead to hours and then days. It's so much easier to do nothing, than to do literally anything. Even if you really want to do something, your body sometimes feels like not doing it at all. For no reason. Or at least no clear reason. Then time flies and the stress builds up, and the more stress builds up, the LESS you want to catch up because it just ends up creating a mountain to do. Then the mountain falls on you like an avalanche and all you can do is run and scramble to avoid being crushed by the sheer weight of it all. 
And sometimes you know that you can not only outrun the avalanche but climb the mountain, and yet when you look for the motivation you realize you ran out it during the time you took running from it. Then it's like, ok next time I want do it again, but when next time comes you're body and mind are just like naaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah it worked out in the end, sort of. 
Right up until when there's an avalanche you can't run from anymore. 
It's like, not to quote the meme, but JUST FUCKING DO IT. You're never gonna FEEL like doing it, so JUST DO IT. 
Ironically, I'm typing this as a way to run from the building avalanche that is law school deadlines. 
I'm not complaining, I chose to do this. It's more of a self-chastising introspection that I just kinda wanted to write out. 

Motivation is so hard to find in yourself sometimes. A moment, a single moment of procrastination can lead to hours and then days. It's so much easier to do nothing, than to do literally anything. Even if you really want to do something, your body sometimes feels like not doing it at all. For no reason. Or at least no clear reason. Then time flies and the stress builds up, and the more stress builds up, the LESS you want to catch up because it just ends up creating a mountain to do. Then the mountain falls on you like an avalanche and all you can do is run and scramble to avoid being crushed by the sheer weight of it all. 
And sometimes you know that you can not only outrun the avalanche but climb the mountain, and yet when you look for the motivation you realize you ran out it during the time you took running from it. Then it's like, ok next time I want do it again, but when next time comes you're body and mind are just like naaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah it worked out in the end, sort of. 
Right up until when there's an avalanche you can't run from anymore. 
It's like, not to quote the meme, but JUST FUCKING DO IT. You're never gonna FEEL like doing it, so JUST DO IT. 
Ironically, I'm typing this as a way to run from the building avalanche that is law school deadlines. 
I'm not complaining, I chose to do this. It's more of a self-chastising introspection that I just kinda wanted to write out. 

Motivation is so hard to find in yourself sometimes. A moment, a single moment of procrastination can lead to hours and then days. It's so much easier to do nothing, than to do literally anything. Even if you really want to do something, your body sometimes feels like not doing it at all. For no reason. Or at least no clear reason. Then time flies and the stress builds up, and the more stress builds up, the LESS you want to catch up because it just ends up creating a mountain to do. Then the mountain falls on you like an avalanche and all you can do is run and scramble to avoid being crushed by the sheer weight of it all. 
And sometimes you know that you can not only outrun the avalanche but climb the mountain, and yet when you look for the motivation you realize you ran out it during the time you took running from it. Then it's like, ok next time I want do it again, but when next time comes you're body and mind are just like naaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah it worked out in the end, sort of. 
Right up until when there's an avalanche you can't run from anymore. 
It's like, not to quote the meme, but JUST FUCKING DO IT. You're never gonna FEEL like doing it, so JUST DO IT. 
Ironically, I'm typing this as a way to run from the building avalanche that is law school deadlines. 
I'm not complaining, I chose to do this. It's more of a self-chastising introspection that I just kinda wanted to write out. 

Would you rather live a day as a god, or forever as a business tycoon?

People who don't lock their doors are so weird

If you get a chance to take a nap, do it!

The artist who drew all my Lilith art is on hiatus because of COVID so I'm trying to find a new artist but she spoiled me and I got used to her skill and prices that all the offers I get (off site) just don't match up. Sad times for ataraxy and lilith. T.T I guess no more holiday themed chibis for the time being 

When I'm talking to a girl I've never met and she goes "Oh! You're Alex [Insert last name]" I am filled with both pride and fear lmao it's cool she knows my name but howwwwww??
School reputations are quite something

TV shows always break the car's front window to steal it. Why not back window? Avoid sitting on glass???

TV shows always break the car's front window to steal it. Why not back window? Avoid sitting on glass???