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    Red the Ambivalent got a reaction from Fierach for a status update, I want to express my apologies for the insane lack of activity on my behalf the last   
    I want to express my apologies for the insane lack of activity on my behalf the last couple of months. From the last thing I posted about my IRL situation, it's only gotten more emotional and difficult to traverse. A few people here know because they are on my Facebook, but in all not a lot of people or really any people know what has been going on, really mostly in my head. I won't go into detail, but minimally I will say that I managed to turn into nothing more than a robot with my marriage over the last year and half, and it was only a couple months ago that everything really clicked into place and I realize how much my husband really meant to me. And that was a couple months after my husband had began seeing someone else. 
    So I am working through that, and really my main focus is trying to fight for my husband. So I truly apologize for my lack in activity, lack of care for any subboards I was controlling, and I am hoping to drag myself along enough through these holidays to ensure that Pk and any other place I may still hold a small hand on stays active. I can't promise my writing activity considering, but I kind of really beg that anyone if they can help me out with even a small thread of activity in Predators Keep, I would be forever grateful. I love you guys, this community means a lot, but I have been finding it really hard to even log in considering the emotional turmoil that goes through my head every day. 
    I understand completely, since I don't know when I will be active enough, if I can't keep Pk. Hell It's been two months for my emotional state and it's felt like nearly a year, and I'd been having problems well before two months ago. I know I will be back. I really can't tell you when I will be -really- actively back though. I'm sorry, again. I'm not gone completely, but I can't fully come back yet. 
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    Red the Ambivalent got a reaction from Fierach for a status update, I want to express my apologies for the insane lack of activity on my behalf the last   
    I want to express my apologies for the insane lack of activity on my behalf the last couple of months. From the last thing I posted about my IRL situation, it's only gotten more emotional and difficult to traverse. A few people here know because they are on my Facebook, but in all not a lot of people or really any people know what has been going on, really mostly in my head. I won't go into detail, but minimally I will say that I managed to turn into nothing more than a robot with my marriage over the last year and half, and it was only a couple months ago that everything really clicked into place and I realize how much my husband really meant to me. And that was a couple months after my husband had began seeing someone else. 
    So I am working through that, and really my main focus is trying to fight for my husband. So I truly apologize for my lack in activity, lack of care for any subboards I was controlling, and I am hoping to drag myself along enough through these holidays to ensure that Pk and any other place I may still hold a small hand on stays active. I can't promise my writing activity considering, but I kind of really beg that anyone if they can help me out with even a small thread of activity in Predators Keep, I would be forever grateful. I love you guys, this community means a lot, but I have been finding it really hard to even log in considering the emotional turmoil that goes through my head every day. 
    I understand completely, since I don't know when I will be active enough, if I can't keep Pk. Hell It's been two months for my emotional state and it's felt like nearly a year, and I'd been having problems well before two months ago. I know I will be back. I really can't tell you when I will be -really- actively back though. I'm sorry, again. I'm not gone completely, but I can't fully come back yet. 
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    Red the Ambivalent got a reaction from Fierach for a status update, I want to express my apologies for the insane lack of activity on my behalf the last   
    I want to express my apologies for the insane lack of activity on my behalf the last couple of months. From the last thing I posted about my IRL situation, it's only gotten more emotional and difficult to traverse. A few people here know because they are on my Facebook, but in all not a lot of people or really any people know what has been going on, really mostly in my head. I won't go into detail, but minimally I will say that I managed to turn into nothing more than a robot with my marriage over the last year and half, and it was only a couple months ago that everything really clicked into place and I realize how much my husband really meant to me. And that was a couple months after my husband had began seeing someone else. 
    So I am working through that, and really my main focus is trying to fight for my husband. So I truly apologize for my lack in activity, lack of care for any subboards I was controlling, and I am hoping to drag myself along enough through these holidays to ensure that Pk and any other place I may still hold a small hand on stays active. I can't promise my writing activity considering, but I kind of really beg that anyone if they can help me out with even a small thread of activity in Predators Keep, I would be forever grateful. I love you guys, this community means a lot, but I have been finding it really hard to even log in considering the emotional turmoil that goes through my head every day. 
    I understand completely, since I don't know when I will be active enough, if I can't keep Pk. Hell It's been two months for my emotional state and it's felt like nearly a year, and I'd been having problems well before two months ago. I know I will be back. I really can't tell you when I will be -really- actively back though. I'm sorry, again. I'm not gone completely, but I can't fully come back yet. 
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    Red the Ambivalent got a reaction from Fierach for a status update, I want to express my apologies for the insane lack of activity on my behalf the last   
    I want to express my apologies for the insane lack of activity on my behalf the last couple of months. From the last thing I posted about my IRL situation, it's only gotten more emotional and difficult to traverse. A few people here know because they are on my Facebook, but in all not a lot of people or really any people know what has been going on, really mostly in my head. I won't go into detail, but minimally I will say that I managed to turn into nothing more than a robot with my marriage over the last year and half, and it was only a couple months ago that everything really clicked into place and I realize how much my husband really meant to me. And that was a couple months after my husband had began seeing someone else. 
    So I am working through that, and really my main focus is trying to fight for my husband. So I truly apologize for my lack in activity, lack of care for any subboards I was controlling, and I am hoping to drag myself along enough through these holidays to ensure that Pk and any other place I may still hold a small hand on stays active. I can't promise my writing activity considering, but I kind of really beg that anyone if they can help me out with even a small thread of activity in Predators Keep, I would be forever grateful. I love you guys, this community means a lot, but I have been finding it really hard to even log in considering the emotional turmoil that goes through my head every day. 
    I understand completely, since I don't know when I will be active enough, if I can't keep Pk. Hell It's been two months for my emotional state and it's felt like nearly a year, and I'd been having problems well before two months ago. I know I will be back. I really can't tell you when I will be -really- actively back though. I'm sorry, again. I'm not gone completely, but I can't fully come back yet. 
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    Red the Ambivalent got a reaction from Fierach for a status update, I want to express my apologies for the insane lack of activity on my behalf the last   
    I want to express my apologies for the insane lack of activity on my behalf the last couple of months. From the last thing I posted about my IRL situation, it's only gotten more emotional and difficult to traverse. A few people here know because they are on my Facebook, but in all not a lot of people or really any people know what has been going on, really mostly in my head. I won't go into detail, but minimally I will say that I managed to turn into nothing more than a robot with my marriage over the last year and half, and it was only a couple months ago that everything really clicked into place and I realize how much my husband really meant to me. And that was a couple months after my husband had began seeing someone else. 
    So I am working through that, and really my main focus is trying to fight for my husband. So I truly apologize for my lack in activity, lack of care for any subboards I was controlling, and I am hoping to drag myself along enough through these holidays to ensure that Pk and any other place I may still hold a small hand on stays active. I can't promise my writing activity considering, but I kind of really beg that anyone if they can help me out with even a small thread of activity in Predators Keep, I would be forever grateful. I love you guys, this community means a lot, but I have been finding it really hard to even log in considering the emotional turmoil that goes through my head every day. 
    I understand completely, since I don't know when I will be active enough, if I can't keep Pk. Hell It's been two months for my emotional state and it's felt like nearly a year, and I'd been having problems well before two months ago. I know I will be back. I really can't tell you when I will be -really- actively back though. I'm sorry, again. I'm not gone completely, but I can't fully come back yet. 
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    Red the Ambivalent got a reaction from Fierach for a status update, I want to express my apologies for the insane lack of activity on my behalf the last   
    I want to express my apologies for the insane lack of activity on my behalf the last couple of months. From the last thing I posted about my IRL situation, it's only gotten more emotional and difficult to traverse. A few people here know because they are on my Facebook, but in all not a lot of people or really any people know what has been going on, really mostly in my head. I won't go into detail, but minimally I will say that I managed to turn into nothing more than a robot with my marriage over the last year and half, and it was only a couple months ago that everything really clicked into place and I realize how much my husband really meant to me. And that was a couple months after my husband had began seeing someone else. 
    So I am working through that, and really my main focus is trying to fight for my husband. So I truly apologize for my lack in activity, lack of care for any subboards I was controlling, and I am hoping to drag myself along enough through these holidays to ensure that Pk and any other place I may still hold a small hand on stays active. I can't promise my writing activity considering, but I kind of really beg that anyone if they can help me out with even a small thread of activity in Predators Keep, I would be forever grateful. I love you guys, this community means a lot, but I have been finding it really hard to even log in considering the emotional turmoil that goes through my head every day. 
    I understand completely, since I don't know when I will be active enough, if I can't keep Pk. Hell It's been two months for my emotional state and it's felt like nearly a year, and I'd been having problems well before two months ago. I know I will be back. I really can't tell you when I will be -really- actively back though. I'm sorry, again. I'm not gone completely, but I can't fully come back yet. 
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    Red the Ambivalent got a reaction from Fierach for a status update, I want to express my apologies for the insane lack of activity on my behalf the last   
    I want to express my apologies for the insane lack of activity on my behalf the last couple of months. From the last thing I posted about my IRL situation, it's only gotten more emotional and difficult to traverse. A few people here know because they are on my Facebook, but in all not a lot of people or really any people know what has been going on, really mostly in my head. I won't go into detail, but minimally I will say that I managed to turn into nothing more than a robot with my marriage over the last year and half, and it was only a couple months ago that everything really clicked into place and I realize how much my husband really meant to me. And that was a couple months after my husband had began seeing someone else. 
    So I am working through that, and really my main focus is trying to fight for my husband. So I truly apologize for my lack in activity, lack of care for any subboards I was controlling, and I am hoping to drag myself along enough through these holidays to ensure that Pk and any other place I may still hold a small hand on stays active. I can't promise my writing activity considering, but I kind of really beg that anyone if they can help me out with even a small thread of activity in Predators Keep, I would be forever grateful. I love you guys, this community means a lot, but I have been finding it really hard to even log in considering the emotional turmoil that goes through my head every day. 
    I understand completely, since I don't know when I will be active enough, if I can't keep Pk. Hell It's been two months for my emotional state and it's felt like nearly a year, and I'd been having problems well before two months ago. I know I will be back. I really can't tell you when I will be -really- actively back though. I'm sorry, again. I'm not gone completely, but I can't fully come back yet. 
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    Red the Ambivalent got a reaction from Alexithymia for a status update, Hey y'all sorry for not getting any posts out this week, it was busier than I was exp   
    Hey y'all sorry for not getting any posts out this week, it was busier than I was expecting, and I'll be leaving right after work for camping tomorrow so I won't be back until Sunday. Pending how tired I am, I'll work on the posts I've been getting pieced together, I just don't have anything finished yet. Have a good weekend!
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    Red the Ambivalent got a reaction from Alexithymia for a status update, Hey y'all sorry for not getting any posts out this week, it was busier than I was exp   
    Hey y'all sorry for not getting any posts out this week, it was busier than I was expecting, and I'll be leaving right after work for camping tomorrow so I won't be back until Sunday. Pending how tired I am, I'll work on the posts I've been getting pieced together, I just don't have anything finished yet. Have a good weekend!
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    Red the Ambivalent got a reaction from vielle for a status update, Sorry for not getting any replies out this week, I hit one of those moods lol. I'm go   
    Sorry for not getting any replies out this week, I hit one of those moods lol. I'm going to wind down tonight, and focus on the priority threads after work or in the morning. 
    I am taking a leave from A.N.T.S for now, I took on too many at once and I don't think I can keep up, but I will rejoin later on in a different part of the plot, just so it's official that Red is there and participating. I'm so sorry @ourlachesism for leaving as soon as you posted towards me, I definitely need to make it up to you. And thank you @Ataraxy for the patience and helping me out lately. 
    Right now I need to put all my focus on my board, and other related cities. 
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    Red the Ambivalent got a reaction from vielle for a status update, Sorry for not getting any replies out this week, I hit one of those moods lol. I'm go   
    Sorry for not getting any replies out this week, I hit one of those moods lol. I'm going to wind down tonight, and focus on the priority threads after work or in the morning. 
    I am taking a leave from A.N.T.S for now, I took on too many at once and I don't think I can keep up, but I will rejoin later on in a different part of the plot, just so it's official that Red is there and participating. I'm so sorry @ourlachesism for leaving as soon as you posted towards me, I definitely need to make it up to you. And thank you @Ataraxy for the patience and helping me out lately. 
    Right now I need to put all my focus on my board, and other related cities. 
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    Red the Ambivalent got a reaction from vielle for a status update, Sorry for not getting any replies out this week, I hit one of those moods lol. I'm go   
    Sorry for not getting any replies out this week, I hit one of those moods lol. I'm going to wind down tonight, and focus on the priority threads after work or in the morning. 
    I am taking a leave from A.N.T.S for now, I took on too many at once and I don't think I can keep up, but I will rejoin later on in a different part of the plot, just so it's official that Red is there and participating. I'm so sorry @ourlachesism for leaving as soon as you posted towards me, I definitely need to make it up to you. And thank you @Ataraxy for the patience and helping me out lately. 
    Right now I need to put all my focus on my board, and other related cities. 
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    Red the Ambivalent got a reaction from supernal for a status update, I forgot the pain of being stepped on by a horse. Swollen, bruised, going to be hobbl   
    I forgot the pain of being stepped on by a horse. Swollen, bruised, going to be hobbling around for a few days.
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    Red the Ambivalent reacted to Pasion Pasiva for a status update, Thank you for liking my post, even if it was very lackluster!   
    Thank you for liking my post, even if it was very lackluster! 
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    Red the Ambivalent got a reaction from supernal for a status update, I’m not sure what happened, but suddenly I’m writing all the things. I’m back, bitche   
    I’m not sure what happened, but suddenly I’m writing all the things. 
    I’m back, bitches.
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    Red the Ambivalent got a reaction from supernal for a status update, I’m not sure what happened, but suddenly I’m writing all the things. I’m back, bitche   
    I’m not sure what happened, but suddenly I’m writing all the things. 
    I’m back, bitches.
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    Red the Ambivalent got a reaction from supernal for a status update, I’m undergoing a bit of computer maintenence, so my posting has slowed for a few days   
    I’m undergoing a bit of computer maintenence, so my posting has slowed for a few days. I’ll be getting a new PSU Monday, which should get it to better running standards. 
    Just an update, I’ll have a post for the Festival either this weekend or after I get the new PSU installed. 
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    Red the Ambivalent reacted to Akako Akari for a status update, ANNOUNCEMENT! The new reporting template and guide is up. You can find it here:   
    ANNOUNCEMENT!
    The new reporting template and guide is up. You can find it here:
     
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    Red the Ambivalent reacted to Akako Akari for a status update, I promise I will get to posting this weekend folks. I had a change in my schedule and   
    I promise I will get to posting this weekend folks. I had a change in my schedule and it has kinda knocked me on my ass. Pardon me... I will catch up ASAP. If I owe you a post, please ping me!
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    Red the Ambivalent got a reaction from Fierach for a status update, I know I keep telling you guys I'm alive and I will be picking up the groove again, I   
    I know I keep telling you guys I'm alive and I will be picking up the groove again, I apologize if anyone has been waiting on me. Things should be returning to normal soon, and it may seem like an empty promise like the rest of mine, but I AM coming back and I am actually about to write a post. I'm not going to detail, but I have had my attention pulled elsewhere for some time. When the time comes I'll probably jump into Free Chat and explain for anyone who might care, but not now or anytime soon. Just know I haven't abandoned you, Valucre, or Pk or Caelum, or any of the cities I control. I'm still working on the sidelines, just haven't been public about my plans or deeds with the cities.
    Thank you.
    Signed, The Scarlet Queen. Aka Red. :3
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    Red the Ambivalent got a reaction from Fierach for a status update, I know I keep telling you guys I'm alive and I will be picking up the groove again, I   
    I know I keep telling you guys I'm alive and I will be picking up the groove again, I apologize if anyone has been waiting on me. Things should be returning to normal soon, and it may seem like an empty promise like the rest of mine, but I AM coming back and I am actually about to write a post. I'm not going to detail, but I have had my attention pulled elsewhere for some time. When the time comes I'll probably jump into Free Chat and explain for anyone who might care, but not now or anytime soon. Just know I haven't abandoned you, Valucre, or Pk or Caelum, or any of the cities I control. I'm still working on the sidelines, just haven't been public about my plans or deeds with the cities.
    Thank you.
    Signed, The Scarlet Queen. Aka Red. :3
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    Red the Ambivalent got a reaction from Fierach for a status update, I know I keep telling you guys I'm alive and I will be picking up the groove again, I   
    I know I keep telling you guys I'm alive and I will be picking up the groove again, I apologize if anyone has been waiting on me. Things should be returning to normal soon, and it may seem like an empty promise like the rest of mine, but I AM coming back and I am actually about to write a post. I'm not going to detail, but I have had my attention pulled elsewhere for some time. When the time comes I'll probably jump into Free Chat and explain for anyone who might care, but not now or anytime soon. Just know I haven't abandoned you, Valucre, or Pk or Caelum, or any of the cities I control. I'm still working on the sidelines, just haven't been public about my plans or deeds with the cities.
    Thank you.
    Signed, The Scarlet Queen. Aka Red. :3
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    Red the Ambivalent got a reaction from Enk Razorwood for a status update, I am still alive, peeps. I just cut myself down to a few threads and have been enjoyi   
    I am still alive, peeps. I just cut myself down to a few threads and have been enjoying the slower pace until I am actually caught up on plots (which I have no idea till when), but I am still working on a few things.
    I'll be adding threads here and there, hopefully as soon as I can find people who would like to take up running cities. That has been a task and a half...
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    Red the Ambivalent got a reaction from Enk Razorwood for a status update, I am still alive, peeps. I just cut myself down to a few threads and have been enjoyi   
    I am still alive, peeps. I just cut myself down to a few threads and have been enjoying the slower pace until I am actually caught up on plots (which I have no idea till when), but I am still working on a few things.
    I'll be adding threads here and there, hopefully as soon as I can find people who would like to take up running cities. That has been a task and a half...
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    Red the Ambivalent got a reaction from Enk Razorwood for a status update, I am still alive, peeps. I just cut myself down to a few threads and have been enjoyi   
    I am still alive, peeps. I just cut myself down to a few threads and have been enjoying the slower pace until I am actually caught up on plots (which I have no idea till when), but I am still working on a few things.
    I'll be adding threads here and there, hopefully as soon as I can find people who would like to take up running cities. That has been a task and a half...
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