Darling König

I have five threads to post on, and no work tomorrow.  Guess what I'm doing tonight?  ;)

Though one has fallen, it was not me
And I would be damned to find death so close.
Though one has fallen, twas the base of the tree
And I have yet to feel morose. 
Yet in my heart I feel a hollow,
A victory won yet not yet paid. 
And in my body I feel a sickness,
Aebt upon which my wishes are made. 

So further from this dream I drift
And wonder if
Perhaps a Myth
Or legend synth
might seek my company. 
If only to share in my misery. 
For what is misery without company? 
A singing hollow victory.

Upon the winds,
Heart planting sins
And leaving the fruit to rot. 

I smell the air, just standing there.  
Foreign footsteps upon my soil, they trot.
 
"What do you see?  What have you made?" 
A tempting question with an answer never bade,
But since there is no crop for which I'm especially proud -- if you ask I would have to say out loud 
"The ones I've sewn are for my Mistress.  They wither and wilt as they please,
But if you'd wait a while to taste the fruit you'd see they're not as diseased
as you once imagined."

But still you deny the work I supply so I settle quietly back into my earth, irked.
And the voices return with evil ideas that "perhaps it's better community be shirked."
But am I NO BETTER THAN THAT WHICH HAS FALLEN? 
A capital-lettered cry continually crackles casting common confusion to those it's not baffled. 
I mean, frivolous flirting found footing in fasting from emotional rasping so I rose without fear   
But impractically impassioned with fervent love rationed beyond what the past me could reasonably bear,
I had youthfully fashioned an emotional assassin to bludgeon the sanctity of sanity: impair.
And here heralds the half-life of love-life lost lasting without even an asking of mutual care. 

Then the Bells of Solitude ring, 
They rejoice!
Victory!
though won -- won not fair. 
And I gaze upon shadows and ledges and blades.
Not yet,
Not today,
But soon too
I'll be there.

I just don't give a fuck anymore

I have been talking with my members of my team and we have decided that HARD DETERMINISM is the only way to truly accept the outcomes of life.  Poor poor Oedipus. 
In other news, I'm slightly less sick, and I have gotten my PROJECT: YI shirt and snapback and mousepad.  x3  It's awesome.  

Feeling under the weather, getting cough drops, curling up, and trying to get these quests put together for @skelz and @Richter König.

Going to be writing all day.   Makes me happy. 

So I turned 21 a while ago and now I have red wine stocked 12 deep and everything is super lovely~  
I was thinking about going to the park and playing Pokemon GO, but being drunk and playing games is what I have settled on.  Because friend got me wine.  Awrrr~  How lovely.

Everyone, I, currently, have a travel brochure to the VOID!  
I'm very pleased.  It's been 20 years since I've been there and I'm quite contented to see that they are interested in keeping their customer base! 
It truly shows just how concerned they are to be a professional and growing enterprise in this dire economy. 

Ooh I'm super excited; they even have a catchy tagline to go with their new expanse! 

"Your existence is a terminable illness in an uncaring world.  Time is a fallacy.  Matter is an illusion.  The void expands the beyond.  It pervades before and after all existence.  You will join us eventually, as all do, into the long and dreamless sleep of eternity.”

So yeah!  It seems like they’re expanding their business and focusing on improving luxury of their patrons stays.  It’s really nice to see a business take such time to care about all their customers. 
I might take Avvercus with me for a week or so, then go back to our military lives.  It's good to take a break every now and again.

@Richter König @Diravek @Sav To those I'm tagging, I'm sorry, but I've been struggling to write and will need some time away from the site to focus on other endeavors. I'm sure I'll be back, but I'm not sure when. In the Doughton quest, feel free to puppet Ezekiel's involvement until his departure, Sav, and anyone interested can take over the Hell's Gate quest. Gonna tag  @supernal too, just so he can have a simpler time putting the quest back up.

I'm so sorry for being gone for so long! School happened, finals, then life. But I'm back!!!!  

GAH, work has been devouring me so much recently that I've hardly had time to post on my favorite threads, LET ALONE SET OUT POLITICAL AND PHILISOPHICAL BAIT IN THE WATERCOOLER. 
;~;  I has a case of the sads.

Back in the country now, but not quite home yet.

Just dropping you a friendly hello and say that even with the slow response times on our other companions post with the Justicar. I did make a intro post for Jaya. If you want to follow up with it to keep the blood in the Old ship going. I'd be mighty grateful to you. But on the flip side I do hope you are fairing well 

Hail, my New Monarchy brother!

I won't be here most of the day.  I'll be zip lining for the first time!  Woot!  I'm excited.  And it's Friday the 13th.  LOL  Happy Friday the 13th everyone!   

In the middle of a move from my dorm to back home. Ought to be able to start writing tomorrow.

It's the first of May, and voting time again.  Valucre is #1, so let's keep it that way.  You can vote here ........ Top RP Sites 

"It is not that we have lost our zest for life in being free of social media. We've just lost the understanding of how to express it." ~ Xavier K. Hunter aka Doge

Four Guinness, three shots of bourbon, and one post for @Doge
I got this!!!!!

Going to a writer's conference today, and when I do I'm going to tell them all about Valucre and how much fun it is. 

Writers Block has me held hostage, and refuses to negotiate.

Real World update
 Woooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!!!!! I nailed it. I got the Offer and I'm taking it. You are looking at the newest member of Dell's Client ProSupport Technical Team! Read em and weep baby! It's my time to shine!

Real world Update: Going for an interview. If I get this job, going to lose alot of time for Roleplaying. Hoping for the best.

I'M NOT DEAD!
Working on responses, my week was brutal. <3 I haven't forgotten about you guys.